I was taking a shower, 2:00 am in the morning.
He came to see me when I wasn’t expecting him, he doesn’t give me much of a choice.
I have to see to his needs, no matter the time or place.
Only a towel wrapped around my waist, I came out of the shower.
There he was, waiting patiently for me, his arms wide open for an embrace.
I tried avoiding eye contact, atleast till I get dressed or sit down.
He didn’t wait, standing right at my face, he held my wrist by his hand.
His dark wavy form filled with unending voids and screeching screams engulfed me,
Starting from my hand and reaching to all over my body and then I was consumed by his form.
He started his dance then, this time my chest first, making noises when I tried to breathe some air.
With every move, my breathing rate increased and my chest expanded and collapsed like a jelly ball.
This went on, while he went to my fingers and they started trembling and shaking.
My face became really hot and red by that time and my lips were dry and tingling.
He was giving one of his best performances ever, engaging so many parts of me together.
It was like my body was spellbound and he was just working his magic.
I couldn’t resist or disobey because I wasn’t me anymore, I had lost my form.
I was sucked in into a bottomless void of lifelessness, choking on the tears of the soul.
I was just a spectator of him taking over my mind and my body.
It was horrifying. Closest ever to Mr. D, yet feeling pain as if alive for the ist time.
My gut sunk inside itself and with every breath I took, it felt like spilling out of my mouth.
I was pinned to the ground and I couldn’t move, I felt everything inside me slowly dying.
But there I was, alive. Still feeling. Still suffering.
He takes me to Mr.D but never lets me see him.
Just ensures me that he’s still there, waiting for me, and it’ll be goodbye for us once I see him.
He slowly let’s go off my body, and my stomach unfolds itself.
Breathing is still heavy but the crying and the shaking stops.
It feels light after such an intense performance. Nothing else left to feel.
It feels blank, cold, numb and feels like he left me with nothing. Sucked everything out.
But gradually, normalcy returns, and the dark wave of hollow noises gives way to this world.
Fifteen minutes have passed, I wasn’t in a dimension where time exists.
I can’t say how much it felt like. But it felt like I was melting and becoming one with that dimension.
Nothing has changed in the outside world, while so much was going on inside.
I didn’t exactly know how to feel about it, but there I was, after so much, still alive.